Monday, May 29, 2006

darnkess falls. like some primitive call, bass beats pound the air at the watering hole. all the apes, some more naked than others, line up for their fix. ice flashes, teeth glisten bare as males guard their mates. in the only species where the female is more decorated than the male, there is often more ornament than garment.

still the bass thuds through the night air, calling all those who are swayed by its lure.

little pieces of paper are passed back and forth, and entrance is gained. for some it is a sacred shrine. for some it is a fleeting visit. you enter and you smell it. the smell of alcohol, of skin, of smoke, of sex, of money, of dior and gucci, of puke, of pepsi. it makes your head spinn.

you push your way through. bodies gyrate like a million places around the world. the scene at any nightclub on the planet. the floor is packed with girls trying hard to rub against anyone, and boys trying hard not to rub anyone the wrong way. you keep your hands behind your back and fight your way to the bar. one beer is all you ask, if the bartender will be so kind.

"...she's crazy bout her daddy..." and you taste the cold beer. you hit the floor, and if you're good it shows. if you're not, well, thank god it's so crowded.

practice your meanest stare, if your mate is with you. learn to fight. bar brawls are not only for movies. drunk people are easily provoked. luckily they are more easily felled. your beer bottle is useful long after it is empty.

still the bass filters through every pore of your body. your heart is one with the beat.

"...and now for the last track of the night..." but it's only eleven. And then you remember. When you first came. When you entered free because you knew everyone. Or just the bouncer. When you had to hide so that you didn't spend the whole night saying hi to your friends. When the music was hot and new. When it was an every weekend thing. When the place seemed like a class reunion, or a private party. When you stumbled out at 3 in the morning, too tired, and the party was going on, and you wanted to go to The Club and get on hardcore trance. When you came home at 7 am after a whole night out. When you were younger...

"dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room"

8 comments:

Revati Upadhya said...

MAN O MAN O MAN..what id give to go back to that summer. after 12th grade. when we didnt care, when we didnt think, when we were still kids, when we foolishly happy, when we ran off to pondi, when we though we were the coolest, when we didnt mind sitting on a bench all afternoon..

how on earth did we manage to go to that blessed spinn like 3 times a week and still be sane?! then of course it wasnt like it is now..i miss it all.

take me back! now!

akshay said...

don't distract me. im building a time machine.

Asavari said...

Im actually in that summer after 12th grade... you're right the utter disregard for everything makes u feel free...
spinn - i still remember when u said there wasnt even ivan playing some "clitoris" was there...
hehe...
i dont even know what its like to go to a club and not leave by 11:30 *sigh*
oh well...
there is more to life (i hope) !

Revati Upadhya said...
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Revati Upadhya said...

things have changed far too drastically for my liking. its not fair. id kill to go back to 2002-03..totally the best years of my life, in more ways than one.

and yes, there IS more to life..just not here in sleepy old bangalore; filled with its weed-smoking pseudo teenagers and koshys-infesting pesudo artistic intellectuals.

Anonymous said...

holla!!!!! i want spinn,haze and school back all at once oh even joblessly sitting at coffee day and oh ya the blessed 15 mins of cubbon park in the smoke free zone due to u!!!!i want happy and lost!!!!

Revati Upadhya said...

you forgot about leching at the kamasutra behind the shelf in the book store? embarrassing you while you were trying to 'work' at the book store? sitting on the 'other' side of mg rd and drinking cheap coffee? driving to whitefield to get that blessed camera and barely catching our bus to pondi? what about your birthday and the yellow roses and the banana tied in a ribbon? and the hyderabad biryani? and the psycho drive in the baleno? and the mother of all memories..that insane movie experience, what did we watch..CONSTANTINE!!!

Anonymous said...

hahahahaha oh damn that banana thing was too much ra!!!hahahahaha good times good times!!!bloddy constantine,mama and i nearly gassed their faces(if u know what i mean)muhahahah!!!!!ya da mental fast create time machine!!!!!